I wanted to post this last night but my phone's blogger didn't allow me to... So i'm gonna do it now :)

Goodnight!

xoxo, W

Merry Xmas~

Merry xmas everyone ^_^v 다들 메리 크리스마스~~ ^ㅡ^

I'm spending xmas alone again this year. And it feels extra empty cuz some of my girls are in korea and we're not celebrating T_T

That said.. I'm reading this fanfic and it's really tugging on my heartstrings. Sometimes all of a sudden i'll miss everything i had in the past. But reality sets in quick, and i snap out of my daze.

So this year.. I spent xmas working, and we even worked OT for about half an hour cuz there was a sudden crowd :) And the customers were all nice and in a xmas mood so it was pretty awesome!

Dear santa, all i want for xmas this year is true love that really lasts :) Oh & for kisp to receive my gift and like it.

Man... Who am i tryna kid? :/

Anw! Back to reading my fanfic! Goodnight y'all~ Merry xmas once again!! ^^

오늘밤에 좀 슬픈데... 이느낌이 안좋아해. 사랑... 마음... 아팠어. 그사람은 아마 잊었다... 그럼... 굿나잇.

xoxo, W

Down.

At times like this when i'm all down and broken... I wish that there'll be a shoulder for me to lean on. And i'm not just talking about my girls.

I don't like feeling down and sad and sorry for myself. I hate it. I used to be so strong but someone broke this old me and now i don't know if i can mend me. But i really hope i can. This is killing me but i've stopped showing. I just act like i'm fine because i thought that if i act like i'm fine, i will be fine. That's not entirely true but... i guess it works. Until life decides to throw shit at you again and you feel all crappy inside out. Only then did i realize... I'm not as strong as i thought i was afterall.

I need you.

I don't even know if this is a sign of missing someone or that my heart wants to find someone new. I really don't. It's been awhile since i last thought of affairs of the heart cuz i've been evading it for quite some time now. But i guess i ran out of excuses not to face it. How now brown cow..? I don't wanna be hurt and broken all over again. I'm honestly.... terrified.

It sucks how i've turned into this person who's so pessimistic about love. But no, i don't blame him either. I guess this is where i'm supposed to end up.

Well i just hope that life perks up soon. Not that it isn't good now, but i just want it to keep getting better :) Oh and that includes Kiseop! Teehee~

Goodnight y'all ^^ I shall be blue no more.

xoxo, W

My everything

I've been super busy recently with work & projects... and my favourite boys.

Spent the whole of last night trying to rush out an advertisement for MARCOM and i had to use photoshop. I've NEVER used it before in my entire life and yesterday i had to do it. And so i did... i slept at close to 3am last night and got up at 6.30am this morning. I almost died. Idk how i woke up but it took me A HELL LOT of willpower and determination to drag my dead self out of bed. I was close to skipping class but then i thought "i've already skipped once, if i skip now, i can't skip again if ukiss has events that fall on a friday" And so i went to school... See how much ukiss can influence me? :)

And today saw me camping infront of the laptop again in school trying to do final touches to the ad cuz my tutor is damn bloody fussy about it. I mean seriously?! We're business students, we didn't sign up for design courses so why the hell are we doing all these shizzz? :(

But anw... They keep me going! ♡♡♡ And i love their latest song, Tick Tack a hell lot! Can't wait to learn the dance :)

They're my source of determination, they're the reason why i'm spending so much money, they're my motivation, and they make me laugh and cry like an idiot. They're my everything. ♡

This group means alot to me... so much so that it scares me how much i love them. I've never cried so badly (like it's the end of the world) over a group before. And it's funny how they can really make me do things i never thought i'd do. In a good way laa..

And unknowingly, i find myself in a much happier place :)

Alexander Lee Eusebio, Shin Soohyun, Kim Kibum, AJ Kim Jaeseop, Lee Kiseop, Yeo Hoon Min, Kevin Woo Seunghyun, Eli Kim Kyungjae, Shin Dongho. My OT9 ♡

xoxo, W

Life

I haven't been the best student so far, but i sure am being a hardworking fangirl. I spent 4 full days doing kisp's present and i spent a bomb on it. I'm not done with it yet so no pictures till i'm done.

Life... i don't really have much to say about it except... ahwell.

But i finally feel like my life is good now. So what if i'm a fangirl? So what if i'm spending money on korean artistes that don't know me? (yet) Because i'm very determined to make him remember me. It's like... my target. So anyway as i was saying, i don't get why is it such a "shameful" thing to be a fangirl. I mean seriously? Don't you idolize someone? No? Well if you say no, then i think it's sad. And if you do idolize someone, i won't be telling you "oh.. your idol sucks.. he's plastic, he's a guy but he uses makeup hahaha he's such a gay" No i won't. Cuz that's just downright rude. And to those who hates kpop and are insulting them, go look in the mirror thankyouverymuch. See if you're even 1/10 of them. If yes, then you're prolly entitled to say that. But if you're not, then my point exactly.

That aside! (yes i was so pissed last night when i saw people insulting and humiliating the MAMA2011 on twitter and acting as though they're so high and mighty because they don't like kpop. Yeah okay, suck it up.)

So yes.. I just read one of my friend's blog and she's going through a bad breakup. Then it suddenly hit me "oh wow i was exactly like that too, 2 years ago" And i smiled. Because i don't feel that raw pain anymore. Because my i'm happy with my life and the people in it :) I'm me again. After 2 years i've finally crawled out of that horrible hole of depression. And i don't see a point in being hung up over someone who doesn't reciprocate. I FINALLY SEE THAT NOW. Took me a long time though, but i realized in the end :) And i'm thankful.

Meeting my favourite girls tmrw, and i've got my IS class (hehehehehe) so yesss i'm looking forward to it! Eyecandy.

P.S: Kiseop means a lot to me. Cuz i've never done something like this for ANYONE before. And i've never spent this much on just 1 person before. The amount of time, effort, and money i'm putting into this present... ohgod kisp please just read or look at it. I know it's not a grand or fanciful thing but it's my heart and soul. And sweat. HAHAHA no laaa so gross i'm just kidding. Oh, and i trolled on you and scolded you a lot while i was doing it too though, so maybe you can feel it when you read it. Heeee~

xoxo, W

I wish you could speak English as well as i can speak Korean. So that we can be equal.

Emotional

Watched GG and 90210 and now i'm feeling all emotional.. 90210 gets to me every time.

Ahh well, tmrw will be better cuz i've got my favourite class of the week and a very very cute guy :)

So toodles, and goodnight ♡

xoxo, W

Happy Pepero Day~ ♡♡

Yesterday was 11/11/11 and in Korea it's also known as Pepero Day :) So i spent it with my girls ♡

We finally tried the melona ice cream & it's pretty good! ^_^

And then it's time for the pepero!! ♡

Backtracking abit, Thea stayed over at our place for 2 nights last week ♡ Thea followed us to celebrate my dad's birthday :) And we camwhored at the bus stop LOLOLOL.

The shop's really busy now so i gotta go :)

xoxo, W

Keeps me going

Whenever i feel like crap, like the whole world is going against me, i listen/watch videos of ukiss and i feel fine again. Especially kisp...

My babyboy can sing :') I love his voice, his dance, everything...

How is it that i can like/love someone who doesn't know my existence, so much? It's scaring me but yet i feel happier this way. Is it cuz i've not met a guy who can make me feel better than how Kisp can? Heck, kisp doesn't even need to do anything and i'll feel happy just looking at him. This is crazy.

He looks so idol-like in the top video right? Now watch the 2nd video and laugh with me. Hahahaha.

Videos like this... make me like him a whole lot more becuz he's such an adorable dork. He can look so horribly ugly yet instead of cringing, i'll be laughing till my stomach gets sore and i'll troll on him but liking him a whole lot more.

Kiseop, you're my favourite.

Dear future boyfriend, where are you? Are you kisp look-alike or act-alike? Hahaha.

xoxo, W

Teehee, AJ is my 2nd favourite :)

It's been awhile!

Heyyyyylooooo~ So, i haven't been updating this space for like.. 2 weeks? (since my last post was about going to school and all..) Teehee..

Anyway, school's quite alright (for now) because projects are not up yet, i've made a few new friends! Anddddddd... i've got a new eyecandy in my thursday class :) He's really cute! Hahaha /shy/

I've been running around outside alot lately.. i guess it's because i've got awesome company and even though i'm sleepy and zombie-fied everyday, i look forward to meeting the girls because they make me happy <3

And today class was from 9-10.30 (IKR so annoying because i take longer than that to get to school) so i went down to Bugis to look for Thea <3333 Then Jamie came down to look for us and i brought her to Actually Actually <-- it's a shop! to look for her shirts :)

OH! And y'know what?! It's halloween and bugis street has "Scream" and other ghosts walking around trying to scare everyone. FUCK MY LIFE! I was so bloody scared that i couldn't even shop in peace :( And my eyes were WIDE OPEN trying to keep a lookout because i swear... I AM FREAKED OUT! I've never felt so scared while shopping before. "Scream" is the worst. I hated that thing so frikkin much but i kept seeing it :(

But... it somehow knew that i was scared of it and so she came and stood BEHIND me hoping that i would turn and then she could scare me. But no, i didn't. I kept chanting to myself "don't turn don't turn don't turnnn" & a kind shopkeeper, who knew that i was scared, chased the "scream" away for me. I WAS DAMN THANKFUL FOR HER!

I HATE HALLOWEEN. Fullstop.

That aside... i tried instagram for the first time today.. haha! (yeah, call me slow but idc!) So here's me... today. Like Me2Day. hahaha (okay not funny, nevermind, you non-kpop readers)

Nerd Ho.

I'd kinda like this picture if it didn't turn out so reddish :( But i still like it.

Aye.. full shift tmrw and i'm sleeeeeeepy so goodnight ehvahreebadi~ :)

xoxo, W

Nerd specs + eyebags + and more cabbing.. = SCHOOL

School's gonna start on Monday (inserts all the sad faces i can find)... But on the brighter side...

LAST SEMESTER OF MY POLY LIFE!

\(^_^)/

-throws all the confetti in the world-

Initially i was dreading school because y'know.. new semester = new classmates = loner_92_forlife. But guess what! I went to check my class list and i found quite a few familiar names! I have friends i know in all of my classes except for 1 :/ So i'm just gonna be lonelygal_92 for that 1 module BUT IT'S FINE BECUZ I'M USED TO IT. I'll eventually make some new friends anyway, hahaha!

Okaaaaay. I'm majorly excited for BMM because my all-time favourite tutor is gonna be taking my class :) MADDDDD HAPPY! I'm gonna try to ace that module.

So, school stuff aside.... Work has been..... Tiring.

Last day of holidays tmrw, and i'm gonna meet Thea & Phyllis :) EGGCITED!

Okay i wanna blog more but my batt is dying so this is my cue to stop. Goodnight :)

xoxo, W

From the bottom of my heart

When she said "I love you" right there and then, and he replied "Me too". That could've easily mark the start of an end.

It's not easy to say "I love you" to someone face-to-face. But when you do, it sounds sincere and it most definately is sincere. It's a hell lot easier to just say "love you" or "ily" or "me too" but it's really not the same.

Idk why i'm saying this at such a weird timing but it just came to mind, haha.

Well i guess i should've seen it coming. From that very moment.

Then again, despite that, i did what i could and i gave what i could give. That year was my 1st year throwing a birthday party for someone. And prolly my last.

Although he didn't seem like he was really touched/happy. I was happy. For being able to at least do something for him.

AHHHH WELL~ that's the past. Whatever i say now won't change anything. Sadly.. But true, haha. And it's called a "past" for a reason right! Memories will always be memories and it's best kept that way.

Okay i'm sorry, i'm not gonna keep talking about the past anymore. I was just thinking about things & this came to mind. Sorry if i made you bored :'(

Goooodnight!

xoxo, W

Memories

It's almost 4am and i was just reading the archives on Ling's blog and i found myself tearing. Not that i wanted to, but it just came. I miss those days when we were a clique, when we meet up frequently just to hang out, talk like there's no tmrw. But amongst all these, i miss my bestfriend most.

And now, 2 years from everything. Where are we now? We're living our own lives, with new people in it. Whatever happened to our "future plans".. I don't know.

Idk how things ended up this way but i know i was a mess 2 years ago. A terrible mess that i never thought i would actually get over.

Then again, we've all grown. Or at least i hope i have. And i wanna make things right again. The thing is, how?

I know it's my fault. I deliberately pulled away from the clique because i couldn't deal with the breakup and because i needed to get over him so badly. It was just that.. it hurts everytime i meet the clique. Because they reminded me of him. And i couldn't handle it. Cuz i sucked (i know).

But now i'm fine (100% or not, it doesnt matter) and i miss my bestfriend.

Sorry for such a sudden emotional post. But i couldn't sleep so i ended up (idek why i did it) clicking on archives & so.. here i am.

#messedupforlife


xoxo, W

I'd still say it, over and over again.

Today marks Day 4 of consecutive driving and i'm quite tired of travelling down to ubi every morning :( But then again, today i finally bumped into Atiqah in the circuit cuz she did curbside stopping right infront of my car! :D And then later on at the bus stop, we bumped into Denn! Can't even remember the last time i saw him. Waaaaayyyyy back.

So anyway, i dragged myself home and got ready to head out again. This time to meet the girls cuz it's Jamie's off day today ^^

And because i felt like i need a new DP, i took a few selcas while waiting for jamie to leave her house.

And Jamie picked me up in a cab and we went down to meet Lesley :)

So we walked around Bugis, and bumped into Phyllis at Thea's shop ^^ I really miss them becuz it was so much fun chasing ukiss with them the previous time!

We went to ICC after that to collect my pay and had icecreammmmm in a pint! Took some whacked photos and laughed ourselves silly in the shop (luckily there's no customers).

I'm running out of things to say, so i'll just end off with a bigass selca :) Bye guys~

OH! you like my flower? HAHAHAH

Ohyes... I miss Kisp so much after watching this fancam. I really wanna fly there RIGHT NOW to see him. I wanna see him so fucking badly :(

I miss my favourite boy :( so much.

xoxo, W

At times like this

What i really need right now, is someone i can lean on when i'm exhausted. To just be there.

xoxo, W

So perfect (or not)

Timecheck: 2:14am. And i'm snuggled up in bed... Thinking. (yeah what's new).

Luck in love: 0%
Love life: absent.

So i still can't believe that he's attached because he's really someone i've been looking for. Oh god this is gonna sound soooo weird.. But y'know?! Okay so as i was saying.. He has everything i'm looking for in a guy! Okay, maybe except the smoking part. But hell, i can (kinda) live with that.

(I cannot describe him because if i did, then it'll be really obvious who he is. For some people.) So i'm gonna skip that.

The people i end up falling for... Are either attached or they don't feel the same. This sucks. A part of me really really wishes that he's not attached :( Sigh... And he's... Mixed. That's a bonus. Plus he's really sweet. OK I NEED TO STOP THINKING ABOUT HIM T_T

When will life turn around? I've been mending my heart for the past 2 years (yeah it's damn long, i can't believe it's been 2 years either) and it's time i opened it up to someone that i can trust him not to ruin it again.

I miss my past. But i can't keep clinging onto it if it doesn't want me. In all honesty.. A teeny weeny part of me still really wishes that it didn't end the way it did.

But this is life. And most of the time it catches you offguard.

xoxo, W
Goodnight.

Overdue pictures

Hi guys! I've finally uploaded all the pictures from waaaayyy back.

- MNET Filming 110909 --> here

- SWC 110910 --> here

- Malaysia Trip 110923

- KMW Malaysia (Kevin & Dongho MCing, FTI, Teentop & 4Minute's performances) 110924 --> here

So anyway, we were actually clinging onto the fence and peeping inside...

Then this kind lady approached us and asked if we wanted to go in to watch the concert. And she gave us 4 tickets so my parents went in with us as well. Hahahah! Cool or not? It's the 1st time our family went to watch a concert together!

My first time attending a concert held in Malaysia.. and i realized that all the fans there are quite calm. Like... they don't actually scream or get high until the concert starts. And when it starts, they don't scream as loud as us singaporeans do! So turned out that my sis & i were the only 2 crazy fans screaming and shouting and fanchanting on our own, and the people around us were like staring at us. HAHAHA BUT I DONT REALLY CARE? Kiseop is standing right there and i can't help but to scream. Okay? ^^

I'll show you how things are in Malaysia. The queue, the way they prepare for the concerts, etc. IT'S SO DIFFERENT FROM OURS! I'll probably upload the pictures another day because photobucket is so annoying right now! I think my picture files are too big for it to load fast :( I promise i'll upload and blog a proper post soon! I really wanna show you the difference between how fans get ready for a concert in Singapore & Malaysia :)

You can actually view the pictures of how they queue up and all.. in my facebook :) I've included the link at the top of this post! ^^

But before i go.. Here's some pictures taken in Malaysia ^_^

My sis is trying to imitate Kisp's selca.

This is my Sis's version.

And this, is the actual Kiseop's version.

This is us, waiting for our food...

Okay! Till then ^^

xoxo, W

Back

Hey y'all! Just got back from Malaysia yesterday morning (5plus am) and i K.Oed all the way till 7.30pm last night.

So.... my malaysia trip was kinda awesome (becuz i saw UKISS) but i'll do a proper post about malaysia trip soon. Maybe tonight..? Once i'm done with watching 90210, Greys & GossipGirl then i'll upload all the pictures and (some) broken videos of the Malaysia KMW :) And the story behind how i managed to get in to watch it. Okay..!

Oh yes... i had a damn awesome dream last night and it felt so so so so real, i can't even describe it. And it's the first time i'm dreaming of my eyecandy. But he has a girlfriend, so life sucks :( But it's just a dream. It felt so nice, i can't even... it's SO real. But no, i can't fall for him. I can't!

#worstfeelingintheworld is when the guy you like, is attached. I'd rather him being gay though... Ohwell!

Time for Greys & GG & 90210 :) I've waited damn long for the new seasons to be released! Need to indulge in them and cure my withdrawals.

xoxo, W

Pretty Awesome

These few days have been really hectic & scary at the same but it'll always end off quite awesomely at the end. Get what i mean?

Initially, i thought that i needed to retain for 1 more sem after year 3 because i failed FMGT last sem & all my modules got pushed back. But in the end it turned out that i don't need to and i can take all 8 modules this upcoming sem :) YAY to not retaining but NAY to 8 modules. Then again, i'd definitely rather take 8 modules than waste 1 more semester next year.

So anyway.. i've been so busy with driving and work and running errands here and there. Oh boy. But on the brighter side, i'm going to Msia this Friday and you know what's the best part of it?

UKISS IS GONNA BE THERE TOO! \(^_^)/

Yeah i purposely made my dad go on the same day that they'll be there so that i might have some chance to see them. I'm lugging my LED board and Kiseop's presents to Msia, just incase i really see them :) I'm already excited just talking about it la! Hehe.

I miss Kisp so much T_T And i'm praying damn hard that at the very least, i'll get to see them.

Sidetrack a little... i had the strangest dream last night and it felt so real. But then again... i know it's not gonna happen. So take it with a pinch of salt and gotta keep moving.

xoxo, W

Just a little thought

I always fall for the wrong type of guys. What in the world is wrong?

I somehow think i secretly enjoy getting my heart broken. If not why is it that the people i like are... Either attached or.. Y'know. Impossible to progress?

And i'm someone who can't express my feelings anymore cuz i think my heart is dead to guys. Cuz to me now, i have this thinking that "he'll eventually hurt me" or just thinking about the whole process of getting to know someone all over again, is enough to make me walk away from relationships.

I mean honestly. How many times have guys gone around saying "oh i won't hurt you" or "oh i'll never do what he did to you." or "i'll never leave you." But when things get boring, or things go wrong, what happens? You find yourself chasing after them with their backs turned on you.

But the thing is. How do you find that "right" guy? The one who will never walk away no matter what happens. How do you know he is "The One"? That, is the main problem. I haven't found mine. I thought i did, but i guess not.

Anyhow... Life's good the way it is now :) I don't know how much of a bigger mess i would be right now if i didn't enter the kpop world. Those wonderful friends that i've made, are worth so much more than crying and holding on to a guy who doesn't feel the same.

Up until today i still don't know the reason why he left. And i guess i'll never know.

But that's a closed chapter in my life & that's the end to it.

I'm finally fine. All i need, are the girls <3

xoxo, W

My eyecandy/crush has a girlfriend.

#lifesucks

xoxo, W

Exhaustion

Last week was a busy busy week, with preparations for SWC and all...

But now that it's over, i'm leaving this fandom too. Slowly. Helping to run this fanclub, i've seen way too many nasty fans that i would really love to stab over and over again, but i can't.

Aye anyway....! I'll post some of the pictures i took during the concert tmrw :) I left my camera with the girls the other day :/

Oh ANNDDD! I CAUGHT THE BALL THAT THE BOYS THREW :)

/jumps around/ Ok it's just a ball, i know. But got kick what!

Y'know i realized that i don't come here often anymore because i don't really have anything to say. Whenever i log in, my mind goes blank. I think my daily life is all spilled on twitter so might as well just, y'know.. go there! I love twitter. I'd die without it i swear. Aights, time to find some videos to watch to kill my holidays.

xoxo, W

유키스의 컴백 스테이지~~!!

The day that KissMes have all been waiting for, is finally here!

UKISS COMEBACK STAGE! \(^_^)/**

laskdjoashdlasdkajsndshkdja /keyboard smash/

Someday & Neverland. Neverland starts at 2:06 onwards :)

Love love love these boys so much <3

xoxo, W

우리다시만나... 사랑하자. 왜냐하면... 난 너 너무보고싶어. 그리고 너때문에... 내 마음이 항상아파하고있다 ㅜㅜ

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at long last

After non-stop mugging for 1 week for 5 papers... I can finally scream.

EXAMS ARE OVERRRRR!

/throws confetti/

Time to catch up on all my videos, dramas, work and whatnots. I'm gonna start earning as much as i can during this holidays so that......... i can fund my lifestyle. HAHAHA

xoxo, W

Bummed out

This being the first time (i guess?) that i'm taking 5 papers in a sem... I had a mini mental breakdown last night and it scared the shit out of me. Seriously.

I suppose it's becuz i've been cramming IPD on Saturday & FBM on Sunday because of the back-to-back papers... So yesterday, after IPD, i rushed home to continue mugging for FBM and all of a sudden my mind went blank. I couldn't remember a single thing for FBM and when i looked at my notes... they're all individual words that don't make sense to me. And i could only read word by word so obviously nothing went inside my head and i panicked. Cuz by then it was already 10pm and i have 2 more chapters that i've totally not touched...

My mum came in and attempted to test me to see how much i can remember... and i only remembered a few points in the 1st chapter. FML right? I got so freaked out that i cried while still writing my notes for the last chapter. Fucking crazy night i tell you! I have never felt so scared for a paper before.

Then i got reeeaaaalllyyyy sleepy so i went to bed at 1am and dragged myself out of bed at 5am and got to school at 7.30am to mug with Belle this morning. We were like 2 fucking stoned zombies trying to squeeze everything into our already exhausted minds.

BUT THANKGOD! That everything i memorized came out. You have no idea how fucking happy and relieved i was when i flipped through the paper. At least the sleep sacrificing part was worth it.

So now i'm left with FMGT and BP. I swear.... i need to pass FMGT this time round or else my life is over. I need all the luck in the world. I can't manage finance for nuts, isn't it obvious enough when i complain that i'm broke every single day?! -.-

Kthxbye <3

xoxo, W

1 down, 4 more to go

So i spent the past few days memorizing chunks and chunks of notes for Franchising, got my mum to test me to make sure it's all in my head, slept at 1am and woke up at 5am, reached school at 7.30am to mug somemore when my paper starts at 9am. And when i'm finally proud of myself that i've memorized all the huge parts....

NONE of it came out. Only those minor minor MINOR parts were tested.

Thanks a lot.

I'm plopped infront of my laptop but my mind's just like "................" and i'm stressing over whether am i gonna be able to finish IPD tmrw and conquer FBM on sunday. I FUCKING HATE BACK-TO-BACK PAPERSZXZX!!! And another back-to-back paper on Thursday & Friday. Y'know what's the worst part? It's like 1 paper is in the afternoon and the next day it's a MORNING paper. How am i supposed to study and prepare for the next day's paper you tell me? Somebody please just TELL ME. :(

And i honestly can't afford to fail another paper this time round. I can't. My life is on the line.

I'm gonna need all the luck and all the concentration in the world. /but i just finished watching episode 30 of RS/ God Bless Me.

Where's my source of motivation?

xoxo, W

Leader KJH ❤

Today i finally met up with Jamie and we chilled at Macs for awhile and she was settling her maypole meetups. So i attempted to study and only memorized like 2 pages worth of notes :/ #failmax ~_~

Then my sis and i went down to the Airport to see KHJ~ I can't emphasize on how much i love his hair :/ It's damn nice i'm not kidding. While everyone was squeezing and cramming at the barricades, my sis and i went to the belt area and waited for him to come out to collect his luggage :) Then as he was walking towards the barricade, we were busy snapping pics and taking fancams from outside hahahaha.Up till the end when he's finally gonna exit the belt area and walk through the barricades, then we ran to where his car was waiting for him :)

Anw the pictures are all up on FB here ^-^ I'm still uploading the fancam cuz youtube is taking forever.....

So... this is me and my sis in the bus. It's what sisters do laaa.

And that it was solo camwhoring time when i came home cuz i felt like it. Haa... Haaaaa...

That's all... Goodnight!

xoxo, W

It's a lazy monday...

Catching up with RS before i start studying again for tonight :)

xoxo, W

Angered

Can't wait for the new season of GG to be released. I need some shows...

Well this... It's so damn true.

People need to stop judging. And i'm gonna make decisions based on what i like, not how others feel about it anymore. Too sick and tired of bothering about others when they obviously don't do the same for me.

xoxo, W

Random update

Life has been kinda nice lately... I think i've finally found someone i can "almost" fall for :) We shall seeeeeeeeeee.

Anw on Saturday, my mum randomly told me this.

Mum: "Jie! Stop your kpop and go find a boyfriend laaa!"

Me: "o.0"

Sorry Mum but i don't think i wanna get my heart all broken and crushed by guys who... y'know, breaks promises and hearts. I'd rather stick to my korean guys who even though might not remember me a 100% but at least they make me so much happier than real boys. And it has somehow helped me heal my broken heart from 2 years ago :) I'm a lot happier now, definitely.

Until i find a guy who wouldn't do what the others have done to me, i'm sticking to kpop :)

Well at least i'm finally opening up.

xoxo, W

오랜만에...

It's been awhile since i blogged right? Teehee sorry, cuz since photobucket wasn't working for me, i didn't feel like blogging with just words :/

So now photobucket is FINALLY working again, that's why i'm here ^^v Okay so i'm supposed to upload pics from wayyyyy back, like since my Mum's birthday? -___- I'll do it when i'm free and when i feel like it okay! /hides/

Okay some pictures for now, taken just now while i was cooling down after doing sets. (cool down cuz i heard that it's bad to shower when you're perspiring cuz you'll get white spots on your face or smth like that laa) So yah.. i was waiting for the perspiration to dry, hahaha! So camwhore laaaa!

Anw see! My bangs grew damn quickly!! I can push it to the side now muahahaha.

I really like this effect :) Likeacool!

And this...

My hair looks terrible cuz i just finished my sets, duh! Iphone is awesome and i love it! #iphoneuserforlife

오늘의 오랜만에 블럭 포스트이당~~!! ㅎㅎ

xoxo, W

All's worth it

HI! Photobucket still isn't working for me so i'm just gonna keep waiting till it does.. Till then, no pictures :(

Okay... -fangirling mode: ON ON ON!- Leave if you're not interested! ^_^*

So anyway... KISEOP SAW MY LED BOARD AND HE FRIKKIN WAVED AT ME FOR QUITE LONG! -breathes...- He is so gorgeous i tell you... i almost fainted and died there. Right outside the CIP entrance. Like really die.. He was wearing his nerd-specs and he was staring at my board and smiling and waving to me... HURRRRR. -takes a deep breath- I CAN DIE NOW I CAN! You have no idea how happy i am when he waved at me because i waited the WHOLE DAY just for him to notice me. YES, WHOLE DAY.

Ran in the rain, ate cold and soggy burger & fries, cried buckets and buckets just because Hoon saw my present but did not take it (i think cuz he's too shy and he's afraid of the security) and i only slept for less than 3 hours.

BUT ALL WAS WORTH IT THE MOMENT HE SMILED AND WAVED AT ME! -amen-

You know, i was damn shocked when they actually stopped their van right outside the gates of the CIP entrance AND THEY SWITCHED ON THE LIGHTS! And they waved goodbye to us before they left :') I WAS SO TOUCHED! I cried the minute they turned on the lights and started waving to us. And i can remember Kisp's reaction when he saw my LED board :') So priceless. He looked so surprised. And then he kept smiling and waving. Teehee. I just soaked up all the fanservice right there and then! ♥♥♥♥

LEE KISEOP ♥♥♥

AND! X5 and DGNA are damn nice omg their fanservice is fucking awesome! (Y) (Y) (Y) (Y) (Y) (Y)

While everyone else was in the indoor stadium watching the concert, the group of us was camping outside the waiting room (and peeping through the small gaps in between the curtains) and saw X5 & DGNA inside! Karam opened the curtain and fanserviced us like free! -breathes again- Okay i'm not gonna re-enact the whole thing because i'm just gonna die spazzing here. Just go to my FB and see the pictures i posted for KMW'11. Karam's pics are all there. IT WAS SO CLOSE UP OMG, just a piece of glass separating him and us. Pictures here

Sigh, Kiseop totally made my day. And now i'm having very bad withdrawal symptoms T_T

xoxo, W

For now

Photobucket's still not working for me... mehhh :( Photos will just have to wait!

Tonight i'm blogging cuz i'm totally excited for Thursday. Ever since there was changes to UKISS, i'm finally gonna see AJ and Hoon in person for the first time on Thursday. And ofcourse, Kisp! Mad excited i tell you... I can't sleep even though i know i am megggaaaa tired.

Anw, today i finally dragged my lazy self down to Town and finally bought him a shirt :) Now i'm gonna spend my days praying that he'll wear it and HOPEFULLY take a picture. This whole anxiety shiz will never end. But then again, i doubt i'll ever want it to end laaa. You know.

That aside, the whole "SHINee World Concert 2011 in Singapore" is stressing us out. The excitement, the stress, the online meetings that we have. Hahahaha. But it's nice to see that our followers are so appreciative and so willing to help us with the planning and all :')

If you must know, Kpop has been the only thing that has made me happy ever since you-know-what. Like... really really really happy. And i met a group of superamazingwonderfullydope girls that i'll never ever want to lose. My life is close to perfect now :) Cuz really, you only get to live once. So I'm just gonna go crazy over hot korean guys while i still can.

xoxo, W

Jam packed week

-screeeeaaammmsss-

Okay, i needed that. My week is gonna be so packed (and hella fun) that i can't breathe. Hurgh!

14th/15th: My 7 favourite boys are finally coming to SG again. (kisp!!!!!)

16th: Probably going for SSS

17th: Taem's birthday gathering for SWSG

18th: Taem's actual birthday

Okay it doesn't seem like alot, but OHMYGAWD i have not prepared for anything yet! Need to buy Kisp's present, need to make his card, need to settle the board, need to settle the cabs, need to think of what to wear, need to plan Taem's birthday games, need to order the cake, need to do this need to do that. BUT I HAVE NO TIME! (and money).

I wanna cry!! But then again, in a few days time, you will see me posting a super happy and satisfied post because of the boys. It just happens like that. We panic and freak out and worry and this and that, but at the end of the day, after seeing them, we feel like everything was worth it. No really, fangirling really doesn't make sense. It never did anyway. Hahaha.

But i love the boys! So... 힘내! 아자아자!

Btw, i wanted to post pictures from my Mum's birthday but photobucket refuses to work, so i'm just waiting till it does. Till then! :)

xoxo, W

BANGS.

I went back to bangs today. It feels weird now that i've not been in bangs for quite some time...

So anw, before i snipped my long fringe...

And my fav boy tweeted these 2 pictures last night, and prevented me from sleeping until 2am.

How is it that someone can look like thaaaat!

Want to sleep also still look so handsome :/ Godly.

Okay enough of me spazzing over how perfect Kisp looks, i need to get back to editing my ppt slides for tmrw's presentation. Formal wear is so annoying -.- But on the brighter side, i'm gonna have dinner with the girls in town tmrw :)

Eh how, i'm still not used to my bangs! :S

xoxo, W

HARROWZ

Hello my babies! Just wanna say... I passed my FMGT common test!! :)

Wooopeeedooo!

Okay baiz!

Working tmrw with Des and Igy! I sense havoc at ICC. Hahahaha! <333

xoxo, W

Exhaustion at it's maximum

Because i've been too sleepy and too tired the entire week...

Here's a picture i tweeted a few days back, just before i went to bed. (yes, naked face. you can see how cui i look)

Can you see how bad my eyebags and dark circles are?!?! -cries a river-

#lifesucks

And this was my dinner for tonight.

#missionloseweight

I'm blogging with twitter pics cuz my life revolves around twitter so yaaa.. Plus i'm too tired to do anything else anyway. I love Twitter! So follow my twitter if you want okay! :)

AND FYI, JUST SO YOU KNOW! My twitter is not ALL about Kpop! Okay it mostly is, but hello, i tweet normal things too okay! -innocent look-

Okay goodnight, i really need to sleep. It's only 11.22pm and i had a 2 hour nap this afternoon but i'm already drowsy again. I think i'm aging laa. Goodnight y'all!

OHYES! I PASSED MY FTT BTW!!

49/50 YO! \m/

teeheeeeee~ okay bye!

xoxo, W

MBS ♥♥

School reopened but i ended my holidays with a blast! ^_^ Stayed over at MBS with the girls for a night and we totally made use of the time we had together. Or so... Hahaha.

I stayed up till 6.30am before i slept for barely an hour and we woke up to go UP for a swim :) It's pretty damn awesome that the pool is at the skypark and the view is really... THE BEST! Didn't feel like i was swimming at all! (Y) Totally loved the view.

I'll just let the pictures do that talking because i'm too tired to think of words to describe how much i loved that place and the girls.

This is the pool at night! Nice view huh!

We were shopping around MBS and went to Cold Rock for these!

Chocolate Chip & Midnight Cookies and Cream mixed with brownies! *drools*

Bubblegum! (idk what it's mixed with cuz i didn't order that :/)

Then all of a sudden we saw fireworks! So we sprinted out to watch. Hahaha!

Nice right!

Some of them went to take the Singapore Flyer so the other 4 of us camped nearby and waited for them... The fountain's so nice :)

Oh! And we saw this really really realllllyyyyy cute boy on our way to the flyer!

Super cute right! We were damn sure that he's gonna grow up into a really handsome guy in the future. Teehee! He's so adorable cuz he'll run forward, then run back to us and shriek a little bit before running forward again. It's like he's playing hide and seek with us! ^_^v

Then we had Popeye's for dinner! Nommmm~

My shower buddies for the night! None of us wanted to shower alone so yaaa... we ended up pairing ourselves up to shower together. Hahahahaaa.

Oh, and the funny part was that we made sure that all of us showered before 3am (devil's hour, as we believe it to be) and we all gathered on the bed for our usual... Ghost stories followed by funny dreams. The whole purpose of telling funny dreams is to cover up for the ghost stories. So that we won't remain freaked out for too long. HAHAHAHA! I know.. our theories are warped like that.

Okay so continuing... We dragged ourselves out of bed at like 8am to go for a swim!

Came back to the room to shower before checking out, and at the same time spring a surprise birthday celebration for Pris! Lesley suggested the 'Secret Camera" method! Except that we didn't really film it la, cuz then it will be too obvious. So anyway here's how it went!

Jamie, my sis and I were in the toilet... And lesley comes in.

Lesley: "Eh, we pull a Secret Camera on Pris okay! I pretend to be angry at you all then after awhile you all come out with the cake and sing birthday song ok!"

And so she did... Her acting was so real that even i got shocked -.-

She walked out of the toilet shouting at us and she kicked things in the room... Then when we came out of the toilet with the cake, the first thing i saw was Pris' very shocked expression. Hahahaha! Everyone in the room was shocked because none of them knew that it was an act. And all of them was like o.0 and pretty much freaked out. (Y) Plan worked!

The fooled birthday girl!

Ohyah! And most of us wore our SHINee concert shirt to sleep :)

And i've got my Jap.Ver of the Replay album! ^^

Right... Now i'm really sleepy and i need to wake up at 6.30am tmrw. OHGAWD. Kill me now thanks.

Goodnight!

xoxo, W