So perfect (or not)

Timecheck: 2:14am. And i'm snuggled up in bed... Thinking. (yeah what's new).

Luck in love: 0%
Love life: absent.

So i still can't believe that he's attached because he's really someone i've been looking for. Oh god this is gonna sound soooo weird.. But y'know?! Okay so as i was saying.. He has everything i'm looking for in a guy! Okay, maybe except the smoking part. But hell, i can (kinda) live with that.

(I cannot describe him because if i did, then it'll be really obvious who he is. For some people.) So i'm gonna skip that.

The people i end up falling for... Are either attached or they don't feel the same. This sucks. A part of me really really wishes that he's not attached :( Sigh... And he's... Mixed. That's a bonus. Plus he's really sweet. OK I NEED TO STOP THINKING ABOUT HIM T_T

When will life turn around? I've been mending my heart for the past 2 years (yeah it's damn long, i can't believe it's been 2 years either) and it's time i opened it up to someone that i can trust him not to ruin it again.

I miss my past. But i can't keep clinging onto it if it doesn't want me. In all honesty.. A teeny weeny part of me still really wishes that it didn't end the way it did.

But this is life. And most of the time it catches you offguard.

xoxo, W
Goodnight.