Life... i don't really have much to say about it except... ahwell.
But i finally feel like my life is good now. So what if i'm a fangirl? So what if i'm spending money on korean artistes that don't know me? (yet) Because i'm very determined to make him remember me. It's like... my target. So anyway as i was saying, i don't get why is it such a "shameful" thing to be a fangirl. I mean seriously? Don't you idolize someone? No? Well if you say no, then i think it's sad. And if you do idolize someone, i won't be telling you "oh.. your idol sucks.. he's plastic, he's a guy but he uses makeup hahaha he's such a gay" No i won't. Cuz that's just downright rude. And to those who hates kpop and are insulting them, go look in the mirror thankyouverymuch. See if you're even 1/10 of them. If yes, then you're prolly entitled to say that. But if you're not, then my point exactly.
That aside! (yes i was so pissed last night when i saw people insulting and humiliating the MAMA2011 on twitter and acting as though they're so high and mighty because they don't like kpop. Yeah okay, suck it up.)
So yes.. I just read one of my friend's blog and she's going through a bad breakup. Then it suddenly hit me "oh wow i was exactly like that too, 2 years ago" And i smiled. Because i don't feel that raw pain anymore. Because my i'm happy with my life and the people in it :) I'm me again. After 2 years i've finally crawled out of that horrible hole of depression. And i don't see a point in being hung up over someone who doesn't reciprocate. I FINALLY SEE THAT NOW. Took me a long time though, but i realized in the end :) And i'm thankful.
Meeting my favourite girls tmrw, and i've got my IS class (hehehehehe) so yesss i'm looking forward to it! Eyecandy.
P.S: Kiseop means a lot to me. Cuz i've never done something like this for ANYONE before. And i've never spent this much on just 1 person before. The amount of time, effort, and money i'm putting into this present... ohgod kisp please just read or look at it. I know it's not a grand or fanciful thing but it's my heart and soul. And sweat. HAHAHA no laaa so gross i'm just kidding. Oh, and i trolled on you and scolded you a lot while i was doing it too though, so maybe you can feel it when you read it. Heeee~
xoxo, W
I wish you could speak English as well as i can speak Korean. So that we can be equal.
