at long last

After non-stop mugging for 1 week for 5 papers... I can finally scream.

EXAMS ARE OVERRRRR!

/throws confetti/

Time to catch up on all my videos, dramas, work and whatnots. I'm gonna start earning as much as i can during this holidays so that......... i can fund my lifestyle. HAHAHA

xoxo, W

Bummed out

This being the first time (i guess?) that i'm taking 5 papers in a sem... I had a mini mental breakdown last night and it scared the shit out of me. Seriously.

I suppose it's becuz i've been cramming IPD on Saturday & FBM on Sunday because of the back-to-back papers... So yesterday, after IPD, i rushed home to continue mugging for FBM and all of a sudden my mind went blank. I couldn't remember a single thing for FBM and when i looked at my notes... they're all individual words that don't make sense to me. And i could only read word by word so obviously nothing went inside my head and i panicked. Cuz by then it was already 10pm and i have 2 more chapters that i've totally not touched...

My mum came in and attempted to test me to see how much i can remember... and i only remembered a few points in the 1st chapter. FML right? I got so freaked out that i cried while still writing my notes for the last chapter. Fucking crazy night i tell you! I have never felt so scared for a paper before.

Then i got reeeaaaalllyyyy sleepy so i went to bed at 1am and dragged myself out of bed at 5am and got to school at 7.30am to mug with Belle this morning. We were like 2 fucking stoned zombies trying to squeeze everything into our already exhausted minds.

BUT THANKGOD! That everything i memorized came out. You have no idea how fucking happy and relieved i was when i flipped through the paper. At least the sleep sacrificing part was worth it.

So now i'm left with FMGT and BP. I swear.... i need to pass FMGT this time round or else my life is over. I need all the luck in the world. I can't manage finance for nuts, isn't it obvious enough when i complain that i'm broke every single day?! -.-

Kthxbye <3

xoxo, W

1 down, 4 more to go

So i spent the past few days memorizing chunks and chunks of notes for Franchising, got my mum to test me to make sure it's all in my head, slept at 1am and woke up at 5am, reached school at 7.30am to mug somemore when my paper starts at 9am. And when i'm finally proud of myself that i've memorized all the huge parts....

NONE of it came out. Only those minor minor MINOR parts were tested.

Thanks a lot.

I'm plopped infront of my laptop but my mind's just like "................" and i'm stressing over whether am i gonna be able to finish IPD tmrw and conquer FBM on sunday. I FUCKING HATE BACK-TO-BACK PAPERSZXZX!!! And another back-to-back paper on Thursday & Friday. Y'know what's the worst part? It's like 1 paper is in the afternoon and the next day it's a MORNING paper. How am i supposed to study and prepare for the next day's paper you tell me? Somebody please just TELL ME. :(

And i honestly can't afford to fail another paper this time round. I can't. My life is on the line.

I'm gonna need all the luck and all the concentration in the world. /but i just finished watching episode 30 of RS/ God Bless Me.

Where's my source of motivation?

xoxo, W

Leader KJH ❤

Today i finally met up with Jamie and we chilled at Macs for awhile and she was settling her maypole meetups. So i attempted to study and only memorized like 2 pages worth of notes :/ #failmax ~_~

Then my sis and i went down to the Airport to see KHJ~ I can't emphasize on how much i love his hair :/ It's damn nice i'm not kidding. While everyone was squeezing and cramming at the barricades, my sis and i went to the belt area and waited for him to come out to collect his luggage :) Then as he was walking towards the barricade, we were busy snapping pics and taking fancams from outside hahahaha.Up till the end when he's finally gonna exit the belt area and walk through the barricades, then we ran to where his car was waiting for him :)

Anw the pictures are all up on FB here ^-^ I'm still uploading the fancam cuz youtube is taking forever.....

So... this is me and my sis in the bus. It's what sisters do laaa.

And that it was solo camwhoring time when i came home cuz i felt like it. Haa... Haaaaa...

That's all... Goodnight!

xoxo, W

It's a lazy monday...

Catching up with RS before i start studying again for tonight :)

xoxo, W

Angered

Can't wait for the new season of GG to be released. I need some shows...

Well this... It's so damn true.

People need to stop judging. And i'm gonna make decisions based on what i like, not how others feel about it anymore. Too sick and tired of bothering about others when they obviously don't do the same for me.

xoxo, W

Random update

Life has been kinda nice lately... I think i've finally found someone i can "almost" fall for :) We shall seeeeeeeeeee.

Anw on Saturday, my mum randomly told me this.

Mum: "Jie! Stop your kpop and go find a boyfriend laaa!"

Me: "o.0"

Sorry Mum but i don't think i wanna get my heart all broken and crushed by guys who... y'know, breaks promises and hearts. I'd rather stick to my korean guys who even though might not remember me a 100% but at least they make me so much happier than real boys. And it has somehow helped me heal my broken heart from 2 years ago :) I'm a lot happier now, definitely.

Until i find a guy who wouldn't do what the others have done to me, i'm sticking to kpop :)

Well at least i'm finally opening up.

xoxo, W