The Ks.

*lady asking who wants to feed the lizards with live grasshoppers*
she : "someone wants to try?"
Kis, Kev & Kib : *shakes head and retreats, Kis squats down*
Kev : "ackkkkkkkkkkkk!"
*kis got shocked and freaks out with him, without knowing why*
Kev : "sorry i thought the sticker was a bug"

Lulz, poor Kis freaked out so badly. HAHAHAHAHAH

Wallpaper

Y'know, whenever i see his pictures, i always save like crazy. But i can never seem to find a proper wallpaper for my phone. Frikkin annoying cuz i must find a perfect picture and i gotta make sure it fits well and looks nice.

I have almost 200 pictures in my phone and they all look so awesome but still somehow, not perfect enough to put as wallpaper -.- damnzz i think this is my OCD. I always thought i was OCD-less but i guess not. Sigh.

Oh btw, Ukiss Vamp is frikkinly awesomely hilarious (: love love mega love it! Kiseop really reminds me of someone... Somehow.

Yeahh well now i know why i like him when i first saw them (:

xoxo,W

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WGM Khuntoria (:

zzzzz really hate it when it takes forever just to upload 1 video.
wanted to upload Khuntoria for Bevv but sigh.. :(

Because i finally realized that SBS loves to remove videos really really quickly and i don't wanna miss out on anymore episodes, i downloaded Khuntoria's ep 10 when it was released..
but now i can't upload it to share. super -.-

Sorry Bev!

xoxo,W

LOLed to myself when i saw the tweets
He is strong like that! (:

xoxo,W
2nd husband (:

babyyyy~

Jjong slipped during RDD, Onew fell during Lucifer...
And Taem was busy skiing and sliding around during Lucifer (:
oh and he almost fell though.
sigh, so cute.



He actually laughed at Onew when he fell. LOLZXZXZXZ

xoxo,W

New discovery

Oh and i just realised this afternoon that Ukiss actually stands for Ubiquitous Korean International Super Star (: awesome shizzz!

Cuz my sis made me watch Ukiss Idol League with ZE:A. Loving them too! (: omo kwanghee cracks me up.

xoxo,W

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Dreams

What are my dreams? What have i achieved? What will i be in a few years?

I just finished 4 episodes of Ukiss Vampire and after hearing stories of their past, it really got me thinking. Most of them have got their own sad stories of their past :( But what's amazing is that they've got a dream, an aim in life, something they really want. And what's even more amazing? That they actually managed to fulfil their dreams.

Can't help but feel like i haven't achieved much in life. 18years.. I don't have any special talent where i can kick-off from and work towards something. It's not like i can sing, or dance, or make people laugh. It's not like i'm thin and tall, or pretty. And it's definitely not like i'm very smart. Sigh. Sucks being me. Really.

Maybe the only thing is being a housewife. Clean, cook and look after the kids. Blaaaaah :'( what a depressing topic to talk about now.

I should really find 1 good point about myself and work from there on. Yeah well, it's gonna be tough though -.-

Feel like sucha loser now. Maybe i should just migrate to korea, eat kimchi everyday and be happy. I really think i'll be happier there than i'll ever be here. Cuz this place is warped.

I wanna start a new life :( somewhere no one knows me.

Sighhhhhh...

xoxo,W
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Khuntoria & Adam Couple

Love the Adam couple and Khuntoria (:
soooo lovingly lovely!

xoxo,W

Get together

Met up with about 18 shawols at Cityhall this afternoon and planned for the concert (: they're all nice people and idk how but we can lose ourselves just by talking about who we like in the group. And i think it's really cool that shawols are coming together to plan for such an awesome event!

Dinner @ Serangoon's Pow Sing restaurant with ze family cuz it's Grandma's birthday next week but we'll all be really beezeebeezee so yupp, advanced celebration always works! (:

Okayz, from today onwards i'm gonna start starving myself so that i can save more money (: Eh why not! It's like killing 2 birds with 1 stone you know! Cuz i get to lose weight too ^^v hehe! Mission Lose Weight starts naow!

Oh and... i broke my studying promise. AGAIN -.- i know right, i'm so horrible terrible vegetable seriously. But but but but but but, tmrw is for real. (i keep saying this, don't i?) Tmrw i'm gonna wake up at 11, study until 4.20, watch DT, then 2D1N, then study again (: See, it's all well-planned yo! Oh but in between i'll take breaks and y'know.. HAHAHAHAHAH omg horrible horrible! >:/

yang : "so... how's life now? i see your FB updates quite emo nowadays uh"
me : "it's err... like that. no change."
yang : "so how's things with him now? any better? your updates are like 1/3 him, 1/3 korean stuff and 1/3 kylee"
me : "HAHAHAHAHAHHA i know right! but nothing's changed. it's still like that lor"

Quite surprised that he still remembers what i talked to him about during our Malaysia trip last year (: Awwwww <3

Okay, gonna enjoy the very last of my slacking moments. I'm gonna watch videos now muahahha!

xoxo,W

Unproductive

Was supposed to study @ coffeebean but just when i was done with my stationery shopping, it was pouring. And i really really hate it that ehub's busstop doesn't have shelter all the way -.- zzzz

So i had to come back home (which was really stupid) and i rot for awhile, then it was time for mubank... So yah.. Dinner with the family @ popeyes, so there wasn't really any time to actually sit down and study for real.

Oh! Now i remember! I told mum that i really don't wanna study anymore cuz it's tiring and difficult. So she said "okay ah nvm, don't study la. Can pass or not? Come ah, don't study first, on your com, i help you finish quest" HAHAHAHAHA MY MUM DAMN CUTE AH?

This is the first time she actually told me not to study if i don't want to. Awww? Mega touched hehe! ^^v

Ohyes anyway, i spent part of the afternoon playing with my little cutie pie (:






My hair looks really light in the picture but it's seriously not thaaaat light actually :/ camera lighting was totally off -.-

Aiyooooh she's so sucha darling don'tchu think? (:






























Okay bye, 2D1N is gonna start soon (:

xoxo,W
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Little bit more time

"Love needs a little bit of time. Always follow your heart not your brain cause ur head dont get hurt your heart does. #TLS"

Another tweet i came across (: and i really like it.

Anyway this is bad. I've been trying to keep myself awake so that i can watch HT. I showered, painted my nails, popped panadols to stop the headache and even sat down and watched 'cloud staircase' of which i have no idea what it's about. Then at 11.15 my headache got worst and my eyelids were so heavy that i just got up and walked to my bed -.- my show starts at 11.20 btw.. eesh

But anyway, i don't know today's guests so it doesn't matter if i miss tonight's episode :/

Blogging from my phone while lying in bed is awesome shiz. I hope my headache goes away when i wake up tmrw cuz i'm gonna do some hardcore solo studying at my usual mugging place (: i really think the staff there know me already :/

Goodnight y'all.

xoxo,W

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FML

I can't focus at all. Somebody shoot me :'(
I've been procrastinating since 2 and now it's...4? -.-
fmlfmlfmlfmlfmlfmlfmlfml
this isn't working. i think i gotta study out either tonight or tmrw.
desperate already!

xoxo,W

lolz

act cool only!

Here i am screaming and jumping inside, and there she is acting cool and all.
my sis is.... amazing.
She'll still go in the end anyway -.-

see the difference?

xoxo,W

WOW-OW-OW

Can't wait to get my hands on those tickets! Really really really wanna see my husband and manda's husband and anne's husband (: It's a huge pity that i haven't started liking them yet when they came to SG in March. Wasted :'(

So now i must go! Kay it's not like fansign or showcase, so i can't get autograph from him or anything but hi, seeing him is enough. Must.Get.Tickets. Gonna wear heels this time round and step on all those !@#$@#%^$&^%@ toes like how mine was squashed during Suju's showcase. And, this time i make sure i can at least see without having to jump around like mad. Stilts, anyone? ^^v

Oh, and he was so awesome today on DreamTeam omgawd? Manda says he takes after Minho. HAHAHAHAH yeah well, they're 2MIN for a reason right!

xoxo,W

Study mission

Am at manda's place trying to study for our accounting paper but it's taking a lot of determination -.- we have youtiaos and goreng pisang to keep us going but sigh...

Someone please save my nose. Can't focus with my nose like that -.-

Kay, blog again later. Like after Dreamteam (: cant waitttttttttt! Husband~

P.S manda: I think Taem's my husband now.

xoxo,W

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We were once one

"We’ve become strangers, but we’re strangers with a past."

Came across this tweet and can't help but retweet it. I think it's really true, and really apt in a sense.

Anyway, now that i can blog straight from my phone, i'm gonna update more frequently now and this space will be like a mini twitter(: so.... brace yourselves, don't get shocked if you see numerous posts.

I can feel the emo virus catching up with me these days. And the only thing keeping me occupied is him :/










Idk what happened to Siwon though... Hahahahahaha i suck

xoxo,W
husband


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Too many eyecandies~

Today was beyond awesome.

• Ditched studying for shopping (from Bugis to ION)
• Saw this really really hot YOG guy with his mates and his coach (omgawd hawtness overload)
• Bought KOI (:
• Boarded the SAME TRAIN and SAME CABIN as the hot guy! (fated or what!)
  
• Dropped by Frolick with KOI for Flo and got yogurt from her (:
• Shopped @ 313, then Taka, then ION (:

We were really supposed to study today but Manda and I got really tempted to shop so eventually... Yeah well. HAH!

The lunch was awesome but the lady who served us, oh the horror. Felt like placing her face inside the hot stone bowl. Seriouslyyyy.

Okay then we turned into stalkers. He's so handsome omgawdddd? And i think i can work as a part time P.I, HAHAHA i have awesome skills for taking secret pictures (i think)

He's the one in the cap! Shizzzz, so hot.

Before we could actually shop @ 313, Manda got tempted by this French shop, DeSté. Couldn't resist the promotion for the profiterole, LOL.

It's quite awesome actually (:

Okay then we shopped! (:

Ohh! Did i mention how cute Kylee is now?! Other than her crying, and screaming, she's such an angel omgg.

That's a pink towel on her head btw. Mum played with her and placed that on her head and she actually likes it! Hahahahah so adorable, why ah!

Okay, need to indulge in my daily dosage of K stuff (:

Oh btw, bought a Taem and Siwon nametag, and a Taem card sticker(: Kay, you can call me crazy now.

xoxo,W
husband & boyfriend

Oh no..

Something in me keeps hoping for the day when you'll text me. Is that asking for too much?

xoxo,W

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On repeat

Can't sleep, what's new?

Sometimes i wish i had more guts to do certain things, to say certain things. Or sometimes i just wish i knew what you're thinking. Can't believe i'm still stuck here.

xoxo,W
i wanna tell you i miss you
but how?

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hurts

i really wanna tell you i miss you. but i know it's not gonna work.
cuz i know you don't feel the same
what am i supposed to do?
:'(

xoxo,W

Missed, Miss, Missing you.

got a new hair colour but idk if you can tell from the pictures :'(

Attempted to study @ Tamp's Starbucks with Flo but y'know, us.. when we meet up we talk and talk and talk. I think i only covered like 1 and a half page of notes -.- Unproductive! Cuz we always digress like nobody's business. Hehheh ^^

Went over to Ehub to meet WT and again, couldn't study cuz we were busy catching up. LOL. Okay but i did study a little. Just a little.

Sorry my posts are very disorganized and i can't form my sentences properly cuz i'm very distracted by the videos now. Here's 2 really hilarious videos of SHINee's RDD and Lucifer (:

Little things like that can make me laugh myself silly. Wow.

xoxo,W

This'll do.

• Got myself a pair of no degree Grey contacts (cheap thrill i know but it's not like i want to! i can't wear lenses with degree cuz apparently i don't have any degree, except for astigmatism -.-)
• Bought a blazer-like top from B.S
• Finally bought a new case for my phone (and it's redddd!)
  
• Oh i almost forgot, i got a hang-on-phone thingy with Taem's name on it (: Xcept that i hung it on my wallet instead since Iphone doesn't have anything i can hang on -.-
  

Hehe i'm hardcore like that :)

I know it's not 100% confirmed yet but omgawd i'm so excited about the Korea trip! Ahhhh~ *screams and runs around in circles* So glad that Dad actually said okay when i asked if i could go along with Manda and Aunty Jo (: Whoooo! Now all i need to do is save up until April, and wait for Manda's mum to confirm the trip (: Me iz bery happy naowz.

Ehh, and today marks the last day of my chillax holiday cuz studying starts tmrw :'( And then it's the exams, then the internship. Sigh. Now i really wish i've gone to TP instead -.-

OKAYYYY, gonna go to Grand's place now for Mahjong (i told you today's the last day of chillax) before i start mugging tmrw (: Oh btw, it's no eyeliner day today.

xoxo,W

Thoughts

I wonder what will happen if i told you i missed you. I wonder what will happen if i told you i need you. I wonder what will happen if i told you i love you. What will happen?

There's no forever

Speaking of forever, it reminds me of Kwon's "For-Eh-Vahh" (: funny shit.

Anyway, i don't think i've been productive at all. Studied @ Subway for a little while but ditched it in the end for Mahjong at my place :/ can never resist mahjong. Can't -.- Maybe i should seriously carve a career out of mahjong. Good idea right?

So well, i'm actually starting to like this simple life. Y'know, where there's really no drama and everything's so.... nice... I wanna live like this everyday. Seriously.

Oh! Just a little sidetrack. TAEM LOOKS SO FRIKKIN HOT TODAY OMGAHH?

xoxo,W
Siwon or Taemin? Tsk.

D-Dope

I'm back! (:
(okay i was back since yesterday but was too lazy to blog, so yeah, i'm back now!)

Chalet was great (as usual) and this time we had BBQ for both nights (: I think we kinda learned our lesson that if we BBQ only on the 2nd night, there's always leftovers and we'll end up having to throw them away. Yupp..

And the drinking games this time round was WHOAAAA~ The normal Truth-Or-Dare got turned into Truth-Or-Deeper-Truth but we got so sick of spinning the bottle that we just decided it'll be easier if we just chose who we wanna ask, and just shoot the questions (: Trust me, you'll feel as though you're really being stripped naked and there's no running away. But it was nice actually, cuz well, i think these kinds of games actually make us closer. In a way. And yeah it's also safe cuz we all agreed that what's said there, remains among us only. So it was fine (:

Kbox was the other awesome thing but i'll skip it cuz besides singing what else would we be doing? Oh but Shawn was the star though! (: He rapped, he sang, he danced. HAHAHHAAHHA. Epic.

Came back and i thought i would collapse on the bed like how i think the rest of them did, but nope, i didn't sleep. I'm power like that (:

Okay gotta go meet Manda for lunch, then John's coming over for Mahjong. I actually miss talking crap with him. HAHAHAHAHAHA.

Kthxbye!

xoxo,W
P.S: FLO IS ADDICTED TO SHINee/HELLOBABY/ONEW/JONGHYUN! Is this awesome or what? Yes, awesome (:

3D2N (:

Off to meet the BFF to chillax before meeting the clique for Chalet

3D2N (:

xoxo,W

far cry

The only reason why my blogging updates are so inconsistent now is because everyday's the same. I come here and i realise there's nothing i wanna blog about, or when i come here with a whole lot of things to say but suddenly the words elude me.

So yesterday i spent the night spazzing over Twitter live updates about SS3 in Seoul and i think i kinda spammed my Twitter page, i'm so sorry to those following me but SS3 doesn't happen everyday.. so yahhh.. So thankful for those Elfs who bothered to actually tweet about what's happening in the concert.

Other than spazzing over Kpop, i haven't done much lately :/ Oh but there's Mahjong to make up for it (:

too pretty too perfect

xoxo,W

It still hurts

Nights like this when my thoughts start to run. Can't sleep. Cuz it still hurts. Can't believe i'm still like this. Why? Xoxo,W

Right now

He really looks like Onew in this picture.

Haven't updated this space for like 3 days? My laptop decided to die on me yesterday and kept restarting itself. Couldn't do much to it especially when it said "windows will automatically restart in 1 minute" -.- So depressing.

Thankgod for the technical hotline that i could call. But not so thankful that i gotta do a recovery. And damnzzz i was so engrossed in saving all my kpop stuff that i forgot to save my own pictures. Mega -.- i tell you. Was so close to killing myself when i tried to transfer everything back and found that my Pictures folder was empty -.- eeesh.

I think i gotta start studying tmrw. But should i go camp at coffeebean or just mug at home? Hahaha minor things like that can make me think about it the whole day. Seriously. I'm so disgusting at things like that.

Btw, have i ever mentioned how pissed i can get at Dad sometimes? Especially when he says things and never keeps his words. Like how he said that holidays means i can sleep late, but guess what? He's being completely annoying asking me to sleep at 10plus 11 -_-

xoxo,W

Yoogeun Moogeun

He's so cute omg? I bet he'll look like Minho when he grows up hahaha

I miss Hellobaby :( I miss stalking sfinee's channel everyday to check whether they've subbed the latest episodes. I miss laughing at how dorky those guys can get. Blaaaah. I should start rewatching it soon. Maybe tmrw (:

Anywayz, speaking of missing something/someone. I actually had no idea that i'll feel that way again last night. Feels so odd, so sudden, so sharp. I miss you. So much really. But then it always hits me hard in the face that, so what if i miss you? Yeah, i get that all the time. Cuz i know there's nothing i can do. And nothing will change, right?

Got. To. Keep. Moving. On.

xoxo,W
i need hellobaby to cheer me up.

so glad that this person made this video (:
see the transformation from Replay to Lucifer. W-O-W
All of them looks hotter now, there's no competition!

Taem~

can someone tell me again, why is this boy so perfect?
*dies*

Second First

The boys won 1st again today (:
Love how the dancers actually lifted them up so awesomely
and my baby looked so scared! HAHAHHAHA

So i'm sick, and my limbs are falling apart, but i can spend the entire day looking at them and everything feels a whole lot better. Hahah am i disgusting? I can hear a lot of 'yes'.

Anyway, i keep saying that i'm gonna finish up my last 2 episodes of GE, but up till now i've not done so. I'm so NATO seriously.

I don't like how my nose gets blocked only on one side -.- it's so ridiculous.

I think liking/loving a kpop star is so much better than liking/loving someone cuz at least you know you'll never get hurt. Because you don't expect anything and when you don't expect, there's no disappointment. So yaaaa, hah. True much? I honestly don't think i can view relationships the same way i did again. Eeesh i sound so dark and twisted right now, yucks.

Wokayz i'm gonna go back to my other life in another dimension. Where everything is so much more happier and peaceful, that i can laugh and actually mean it.

I realised my posts nowadays are very disorganized. Like, i type in drips and draps, in pieces here and there. zzzz i'm so sorry. I can't gather my thoughts.

xoxo,W

Nostalgia

Favourite boy (:

and he gets prettier and prettier.

Accompanied my princess to the Polyclinic today and i think i caught all the flu bugs there :( But on the brighter side, i finally got to eat my all-time favourite "U-Mian HeiTang, Red Tea without pearl, Chickenwings and fries" hahahahaha me ish one very happy gurl todayz.

Then i headed down to school to help Atiqah's team for Street Netball and it rocked! Okay it was damn tiring, and i was really rusty... but it was big fun (: Oh and there were actually guys playing as well! How cool is that, really. And it felt so nice to be playing on court again (:

I really missed netball so much :(

My limbs are aching.. just goes to show how long i've not been exercising -.- and how weak my stamina is. Major sighs..

Anywayyy, i can't wait for the holidays! I bet everyone's excited about it (:

Am gonna spend proper time with my videos, and drool at how pretty Taem is. I miss my husband btw. I think he's MIA -.-

xoxo,W
call me kpop siao or whatever.
this is something that actually keeps me going.
no, seriously, it makes me laugh when i'm in serious depression.

Anyone?

Watching all these videos make me wanna form a group and just dance to kpop songs for fun. Sounds so tempting, tsk. But i know no one will wanna do that, so yah...

I think it's really fun if you have like a group of friends who somehow share the same interest and dance to such songs. Ahhhh, i should start people-hunting soon. Hahhahaa. I really wanna do something fun, something out of the norm, something i like.

Oh anyway, Atiqah asked me to help her team out for street netball tmrw and i'm kinda excited about it but at the same time freaking out because i'm seriously rusty. It's been ages since i last played netball properly, and basketball is a whole other story. Plus, i really have no stamina now -.- fat like hellzxz.

And i didn't watch SGB and IY today cuz of Internship briefing :((( of which my pay is miserable -.- But i think it'll be fun. I THINK.

Kayz, time to hunt for more videos and drool at how awesome their dance steps are.

P.S: seriously, who wants to dance for funnnnn? and like come up with a group name or something.

xoxo,W

Temporary

should i change to curls?

Today was kinda odd, in a sense that i spent more time traveling than anything else.

• Went to school for 10mins of FIT presentation when my journey itself takes 1 freaking hour (+++++)
  
• Took 75 down to Marina which took almost 40mins?
• Took a bus from City Hall to Chinatown (10mins)
  
• Took 851 to Iluma just for KOI, lololol. (5mins)
• Took 12 home (45mins?)

Met WT @ Marina and had Macs and i got influenced by her weird way of eating Nuggets -.- Love it when we talk nonsense and laugh it off (:

Got a haircut from my Uncle and he did a temporary curl for me just so i can have a rough idea (: Idk if i should curl it permanently... >:/ Am so glad i'm done with my old disgusting hair. My head feels so much lighter now hahahhaha. I'm so tempted so snip off some more.

I really really want to work but my parents are being nonsensical -_- FML. Not like money will fall from the sky. And even if it did, what makes them think it'll drop on me? MEGA -_- -_- -_-

Internship briefing tmrw. So.... let's hope they tell me that my pay will be like 100000000bucks? Right..

xoxo,W
i just saw a mega adorable video of Taem. Hahaha i'm fine now (:

Nothing makes sense

Lying here in my bed i can't help but think. Think of all the things that has happened, and how small i feel each time. I guess i wasn't thinking straight. I really should've forced my way out. But why didn't i? I really don't know why. And very honestly, i can't stop hating myself for that. I seriously regret. Okay but it's not like i can do anything now. I'll just have to bear in mind never to let it happen again. Seriously. It'll take me forever to get this out of my head. How the hell am i supposed to do it?! I can't sleep. I feel so fucking useless. Can't even look after myself -.- can't even keep myself away from shit. Now do you know why i said "everyday's just another reason why i hate the fact i'm still alive"? Can someone finally understand it now? xoxo,W