Bummed out

This being the first time (i guess?) that i'm taking 5 papers in a sem... I had a mini mental breakdown last night and it scared the shit out of me. Seriously.

I suppose it's becuz i've been cramming IPD on Saturday & FBM on Sunday because of the back-to-back papers... So yesterday, after IPD, i rushed home to continue mugging for FBM and all of a sudden my mind went blank. I couldn't remember a single thing for FBM and when i looked at my notes... they're all individual words that don't make sense to me. And i could only read word by word so obviously nothing went inside my head and i panicked. Cuz by then it was already 10pm and i have 2 more chapters that i've totally not touched...

My mum came in and attempted to test me to see how much i can remember... and i only remembered a few points in the 1st chapter. FML right? I got so freaked out that i cried while still writing my notes for the last chapter. Fucking crazy night i tell you! I have never felt so scared for a paper before.

Then i got reeeaaaalllyyyy sleepy so i went to bed at 1am and dragged myself out of bed at 5am and got to school at 7.30am to mug with Belle this morning. We were like 2 fucking stoned zombies trying to squeeze everything into our already exhausted minds.

BUT THANKGOD! That everything i memorized came out. You have no idea how fucking happy and relieved i was when i flipped through the paper. At least the sleep sacrificing part was worth it.

So now i'm left with FMGT and BP. I swear.... i need to pass FMGT this time round or else my life is over. I need all the luck in the world. I can't manage finance for nuts, isn't it obvious enough when i complain that i'm broke every single day?! -.-

Kthxbye <3

xoxo, W