Cooooookies!

Hello readers! (i'm saying readers cuz i THINK i actually DO have readers) So Hi there! -waves-

I'm a happygal_92 today cuz i finally wore my Kisp shirt out :) And i baked! Again! I know it doesn't sound like much, but it's fun you know.

So... here's my shirt! Love it to bits and pieces. Y'know when it first arrived, i thought it'd be too small for me and all... But nope! Tried it on today and it fits just fine! -thankgod-

Don't know if you can see it clearly, but yaa..

As usual, Manda and I had lunch at the HillTop coffee shop and ordered the same'ol [U-mian Hei Tang] for me, and a normal bowl of U-mian for Manda. We go there so often that the uncle even remembers our order. HAHA! Joke!

And then we started to bake...

This is like the new style of mixing the batter! Hahaha. Cuz we needed the butter to melt fast so we just did the mixing under the sun -.- Cool right? I bet the neighbours living opposite were prolly laughing at our dorkiness. But hey it works! The butter melted fast. HAHA! Go try it next time if you're baking. Big fun!

And then..

I like the smaller ones better cuz they look cuter. Don't you think? Like the Famous Amos kind. But honestly, once you bake it, you won't feel like eating it cuz you'll get really sick of the smell after awhile. Hahaha. But the process is fun.

Anddddd, sidetrack a little... I've been going on a mission to lose weight (for real) because of many reasons. And this is what i've been eating since last week.

I am damn determined this time round. But for better effects, lose the salad dressings. It'll work better. But for me... i kinda need the dressings. If not my salad looks too plain and boring and i won't feel like eating it :/ I know, ridiculous, but true.

So... yup!

Time for some 90210 :) Bye!

xoxo, W

Wed-Friday

My Wednesdays are like Fridays now, because there's no school on the next day. Teehee :)

Sooooo.. Today, amazingly, i was really early for class and since the toilet was closed cuz they're washing it (i usually hang out in the toilet when i'm early for class -.-) so i had no choice but to go to class! And Ms Tan was there, so we talked..

Her: "Do you all have a class before this?"

Me: "Noo..? I don't think so? I think it's a lecture before this."

Her: "You... Think??" -puzzled look-

Me: "Hahaha ohyah, i don't go for lectures.." -guilty look-

Her: "Haha! Why not!"

Me: "Cuz it's mostly self-reading... and it's super tiring to come for lectures so early :/"

Her: "Oh.. Wow, and this is the first time i've actually heard you speak so much~"

Me: "Ohyah ah! Last sem i'm really quite right? I know.."

Her: "Yaaaaa! I barely heard a sentence from you! Why ah?"

Me: "Oh. Cuz i wasn't that close with the class last sem, and all...." -giving her the You-Know.. face-

Her: "Oh i see. Speak more ok! You're quite articulate you know! I like the way you speak."

So i made a promise that i'll speak more in class -.- I feel quite bad for not participating in her class last sem. She's really nice and i really like her, just that last semester was really crazy for me and a lot of things happened... So ya, i pulled away.

But i'm back on track now i guess? Made new friends.. Got a new class.. Classmates are funny and all... I guess i'm fine now :) I'm starting to like my class!

Talking about this made me remember that i'm not someone who can keep friends well. I've lost a lot of friends and also met a lot of new friends in a year.

Keeping people isn't my thing. And i feel like even though i try to keep the friendship, or make an effort to actually meet up, most of them don't reciprocate. And eventually i'll pull away.

I mean, what's the point really? Being the only one who tries and getting ditched most of the time? If it was you, would you still continue doing it? Doubt it..

Ah well! Being moody isn't gonna help!

-inserts a thousand smiley faces-

Looking forward to tmrw! Lunch with Manda as usual (it's like an every thursday thingy..) hahaha.

Come to think of it, Manda's the ONLY friend i've kept for over 10 years. Almost 13 years..

And i really love her so much even though we're not the cheesy kind of friends who says that all the time to each other :') We don't even say we're Best Friends. Are we? See, i don't know. But all i know is that she's the only one who knows practically everything about me and what i've done throughout my life so far.

She has seen all the ugly in me. Without make up, me in my PJs.. You get what i mean.

And i can really tell her anything. Like really anything kind of anything.

:')

Ok, too emotional. Haha!

Just 1 friend.. for so long.. -touched-

Awesome.

xoxo, W

Tuesday blues

This is a first! I'm gonna have Tuesday blues tmrw. I know i'm in no position to complain because i don't have school every Thursday and i don't go for lectures on most days (or maybe on all days, depending..) but it's so tiring to travel all the way to school! :(

Why oh why on earth did i even choose to study in NP? It's suicide, and now i'm suicidal. So pointless. I spend more time traveling than actually being in school on most days. Ugh!

I wish i was born with looks and talents so that i can just migrate to korea and go for auditions till i go crazy. I mean honestly, it beats going to school everyday and dying in class. I wanna dance.. I think it'll be awesome.

#lostthewilltostudy

OHGAWD NO.

I wanna die. And no i'm not kidding. Cuz i think my life is becoming a routine and i hate routines. So back to my point. WHY AM I SO UNTALENTED!? -self pity-

I need an escape. Anywhere.

xoxo, W

Fairytales

Watched the Royal Wedding today and i think i would've pinched myself at least 10 times throughout the whole ceremony. Hahaha. It really feels like a fairytale, don't you think?

I think Kate's really lucky and they look so perfect together :')

And her gown is sooooo gorgeous! Sigh..

HAHAH AND THIS IS REALLY FUNNY!

I'm feeling super drowsy now so my post isn't gonna make sense. Cuz waking up at 6.30am isn't my thing anymore. Can't! My body clock is screwed and i'm just gonna stick to attending afternoon tutorials. That's all..

Speaking of tutorials... It's crazy. Too crazy for me to handle. I'm just really thankful that this sem is filled with public holidays, hahaha! And this week is another long weekend! Yayyy!

I think i'm gonna walk around IKEA tmrw and see what i can get for my room :) I wanna spend some time alone.. Cuz it's easier than finding someone to go with me, and i can just chill. I think i'm aging. I just wanna.. live.

Haha.

xoxo, W

Start of everything new

I finally got to see who my classmates were for this semester, and... it's bad.

All the unfamiliar faces.. Ugh! I'm gonna be stuck in that class for a Sem -.- I think i really need to start mingling with people or else i'm gonna be doing projects on my own and it's really damn loser-ish. Enough of being the cool kid in class, time to thicken my skin and make new friends, lol.

I miss having Flo in the same class :(

But then again, maybe being in a new class is good after all. At least i get to start a fresh without people judging me for my past actions. Ahh well, i'll live. Okay scratch that, i HAVE to live!

First day of school at full force is draining all the energy out of me.

I miss my holidays already.

Need to be at the hospital @ 2pm for my checkup tmrw, and mum's having her surgery tmrw as well. Let's hope everything goes well :)

Tmrw marks the start of me doing more household chores again. Gaaah!

xoxo, W

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