Dreams

What are my dreams? What have i achieved? What will i be in a few years?

I just finished 4 episodes of Ukiss Vampire and after hearing stories of their past, it really got me thinking. Most of them have got their own sad stories of their past :( But what's amazing is that they've got a dream, an aim in life, something they really want. And what's even more amazing? That they actually managed to fulfil their dreams.

Can't help but feel like i haven't achieved much in life. 18years.. I don't have any special talent where i can kick-off from and work towards something. It's not like i can sing, or dance, or make people laugh. It's not like i'm thin and tall, or pretty. And it's definitely not like i'm very smart. Sigh. Sucks being me. Really.

Maybe the only thing is being a housewife. Clean, cook and look after the kids. Blaaaaah :'( what a depressing topic to talk about now.

I should really find 1 good point about myself and work from there on. Yeah well, it's gonna be tough though -.-

Feel like sucha loser now. Maybe i should just migrate to korea, eat kimchi everyday and be happy. I really think i'll be happier there than i'll ever be here. Cuz this place is warped.

I wanna start a new life :( somewhere no one knows me.

Sighhhhhh...

xoxo,W
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