New phase

Hello my favourite space, it's been awhile.

So i entered a new phase of life recently, and i made an amazing bunch of friends who make going to school such a joy. I guess it's true that when people tell me "you'll definitely find friends who are gonna stick with you throughout your uni life" and i really hope this group sticks with me.

School aside, i've been trying like hell to juggle work into this hectic schedule. Being me, i know that the only way to keep my mind off things, is to keep myself as busy as i possible can. I'm drained. Mentally, emotionally, and physically. But i don't feel half as horrible as when i'm not doing anything and i let my thoughts get the better of me. This will work, i know it will.

My heart...? I don't know anymore. Honestly nowadays everything is so crazy that i barely have the time to mull over affairs of the heart. I'm glad that there are some who thinks of me and occasionally texts me to ask if i'm okay, to say that they're dropping by the store to see if i'm working, etc. I'm touched, honestly i am. But i don't know how to express it without coming off as overly-freaky. But you, thankyou :) I am truly glad that you still remember me :') And you'll always be my 'could have been'.

They say some people are meant to walk away from each other in order to end up back together. I hope so. I guess everything's planned out for us, we just have to wait for the right time for things to happen they way they were meant to.

My heart's weary, and wary. But i hope that as time goes by, i'll be able to mend this back to how it was before everything started. The same way that i fixed it 4 years ago. So help me. Cuz this love is really taking it's toll on me. And my body's not dealing very well with it. I'm dying, sighpie.

xoxo, W