The only reason why i'm blogging in the bus is because this is when i really start to think.
Came across something on twitter and i realised that i don't even know my purpose anymore. And it really hit me that i'm never important enough for anyone to care about. Yet i'm always thinking about everyone and i try as hard as hell to make them happy. I'm not lying and i'm not trying to sound noble because it's true. I put my friends first before everything else but how often does anyone do that for me? Zilch perhaps? :(
My life has sucked and is continuing the suck even more despite how hard i try. Sigh. Mega fail life lor :(
Maybe i should stop caring too. Completely wash my hands off everything. Anyway no one will notice right? Cuz i was always the shadow, the background. So why bother about the shadow right? Yea.. I get it.
It's just so disappointing and upsetting that people never really appreciate what i've done. And just thinking about this is enough to make me tear randomly in the bus and people probably think i'm a complete psychotic bitch.
Y'know what. Forget it. This post is going nowhere.
xoxo, W
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