Overdue pictures

Hi guys! I've finally uploaded all the pictures from waaaayyy back.

- MNET Filming 110909 --> here

- SWC 110910 --> here

- Malaysia Trip 110923

- KMW Malaysia (Kevin & Dongho MCing, FTI, Teentop & 4Minute's performances) 110924 --> here

So anyway, we were actually clinging onto the fence and peeping inside...

Then this kind lady approached us and asked if we wanted to go in to watch the concert. And she gave us 4 tickets so my parents went in with us as well. Hahahah! Cool or not? It's the 1st time our family went to watch a concert together!

My first time attending a concert held in Malaysia.. and i realized that all the fans there are quite calm. Like... they don't actually scream or get high until the concert starts. And when it starts, they don't scream as loud as us singaporeans do! So turned out that my sis & i were the only 2 crazy fans screaming and shouting and fanchanting on our own, and the people around us were like staring at us. HAHAHA BUT I DONT REALLY CARE? Kiseop is standing right there and i can't help but to scream. Okay? ^^

I'll show you how things are in Malaysia. The queue, the way they prepare for the concerts, etc. IT'S SO DIFFERENT FROM OURS! I'll probably upload the pictures another day because photobucket is so annoying right now! I think my picture files are too big for it to load fast :( I promise i'll upload and blog a proper post soon! I really wanna show you the difference between how fans get ready for a concert in Singapore & Malaysia :)

You can actually view the pictures of how they queue up and all.. in my facebook :) I've included the link at the top of this post! ^^

But before i go.. Here's some pictures taken in Malaysia ^_^

My sis is trying to imitate Kisp's selca.

This is my Sis's version.

And this, is the actual Kiseop's version.

This is us, waiting for our food...

Okay! Till then ^^

xoxo, W

Back

Hey y'all! Just got back from Malaysia yesterday morning (5plus am) and i K.Oed all the way till 7.30pm last night.

So.... my malaysia trip was kinda awesome (becuz i saw UKISS) but i'll do a proper post about malaysia trip soon. Maybe tonight..? Once i'm done with watching 90210, Greys & GossipGirl then i'll upload all the pictures and (some) broken videos of the Malaysia KMW :) And the story behind how i managed to get in to watch it. Okay..!

Oh yes... i had a damn awesome dream last night and it felt so so so so real, i can't even describe it. And it's the first time i'm dreaming of my eyecandy. But he has a girlfriend, so life sucks :( But it's just a dream. It felt so nice, i can't even... it's SO real. But no, i can't fall for him. I can't!

#worstfeelingintheworld is when the guy you like, is attached. I'd rather him being gay though... Ohwell!

Time for Greys & GG & 90210 :) I've waited damn long for the new seasons to be released! Need to indulge in them and cure my withdrawals.

xoxo, W

Pretty Awesome

These few days have been really hectic & scary at the same but it'll always end off quite awesomely at the end. Get what i mean?

Initially, i thought that i needed to retain for 1 more sem after year 3 because i failed FMGT last sem & all my modules got pushed back. But in the end it turned out that i don't need to and i can take all 8 modules this upcoming sem :) YAY to not retaining but NAY to 8 modules. Then again, i'd definitely rather take 8 modules than waste 1 more semester next year.

So anyway.. i've been so busy with driving and work and running errands here and there. Oh boy. But on the brighter side, i'm going to Msia this Friday and you know what's the best part of it?

UKISS IS GONNA BE THERE TOO! \(^_^)/

Yeah i purposely made my dad go on the same day that they'll be there so that i might have some chance to see them. I'm lugging my LED board and Kiseop's presents to Msia, just incase i really see them :) I'm already excited just talking about it la! Hehe.

I miss Kisp so much T_T And i'm praying damn hard that at the very least, i'll get to see them.

Sidetrack a little... i had the strangest dream last night and it felt so real. But then again... i know it's not gonna happen. So take it with a pinch of salt and gotta keep moving.

xoxo, W

Just a little thought

I always fall for the wrong type of guys. What in the world is wrong?

I somehow think i secretly enjoy getting my heart broken. If not why is it that the people i like are... Either attached or.. Y'know. Impossible to progress?

And i'm someone who can't express my feelings anymore cuz i think my heart is dead to guys. Cuz to me now, i have this thinking that "he'll eventually hurt me" or just thinking about the whole process of getting to know someone all over again, is enough to make me walk away from relationships.

I mean honestly. How many times have guys gone around saying "oh i won't hurt you" or "oh i'll never do what he did to you." or "i'll never leave you." But when things get boring, or things go wrong, what happens? You find yourself chasing after them with their backs turned on you.

But the thing is. How do you find that "right" guy? The one who will never walk away no matter what happens. How do you know he is "The One"? That, is the main problem. I haven't found mine. I thought i did, but i guess not.

Anyhow... Life's good the way it is now :) I don't know how much of a bigger mess i would be right now if i didn't enter the kpop world. Those wonderful friends that i've made, are worth so much more than crying and holding on to a guy who doesn't feel the same.

Up until today i still don't know the reason why he left. And i guess i'll never know.

But that's a closed chapter in my life & that's the end to it.

I'm finally fine. All i need, are the girls <3

xoxo, W

My eyecandy/crush has a girlfriend.

#lifesucks

xoxo, W