Keep it going

Beezee bee these days.
Sleeping at a super ungodly hour and waking up at an inhumanely early hour :/
i always complain about having not enough sleep yet i'm not doing anything about it -.- What am i doing to myself? Idek.

Work's fun, i really love it actually (:
Especially when the people there are actually familiar faces heheh ^^
There's Bevv and now there's Seewei!
And ofcourse Jamie ♥

Anywayz, 3rd batch of Stickys launched (:
Cuter than we thought! So glad that our designs are getting nicer and nicer with each new batch. I can smile just looking at it (:

I like being busy. I love it actually.
Keeps my mind off a lot of stuffs.

Anddddd, i'm finally collecting my Ukiss tix today ♥

Plus, i actually unprivated my Twitter just for the sake of tweeting to Kisp. Ever since he created his Twitter account yesterday morning. HAHAHAHA i'm so sorry but i really like him. If only Taem had a twitter. Sighhh... ㅠㅠㅠㅠ

I just realised that up till now... all those that i like, are either Lee, or Choi :/

Lee
Taemin and Kiseop

Choi
Siwon & Minho

Aye, fated!

Plus i just realised that Taem created this face! ^^;; 아이고 너무 귀엽다!

안녕~! ^^

xoxo,W

A little not too well.

Haven't been blogging much lately (ok it's just 2 days but yah..)
Really tired these days and all i wanna do is sleep :'( I need to catch up on a lot of sleep because there's too many late nights and extremely early mornings.
My dark circles are covering my cheeks and my eyebags are touching the floor pretty soon. And it's bad because despite all these i'm still sleeping at a really really unearthly hour. Shizzzz.

Anywayz, settled the Stickys today with Lesley and i think with every new batch we order, our designs are getting better and better (: Comparing the 1st, the 2nd and now this 3rd batch, i'll just say... we've upgraded (:
I like how both of us always have this "money making" mindset and the ideas that keep coming to us.
And when we decide on taking the risk, we'll be really hardcore about it.
The 2nd batch is the best example.
Who in the right mind will order 50kg of customized stickys without even knowing if people will actually buy? Yeah, us.
We just went head in and ordered.
And in 2 days... All.Sold.Out. (:
Love itttt~

I guess i'm gonna fall sick soon. My nose is dying all over again and my eyes are barely open.
Yet i have so much things to do... ugh oh god please save me :(

Ohyes! And i'm officially working (:
Can't wait to start this Saturdayyyyy with Jamie!
Small world, cuz Bevv works there too!
♥

Alright, gonna hit the sack now.

P.S : Khuntoria's house is damn pretty lah why?! When i saw it yesterday during Lecture, i was shrieking to myself and Shawn thought i was nuts.. -.-

xoxo,W

Escape

Back from a 3D2N trip to Genting and i'm already missing it..
I miss the cold weather (no perspiration for 1 whole day is like heaven)
I miss the freedom i have there (with no worries whatsoever)
And i miss the peaceful state my mind was in while i was there.
At least i know that the reason why my heart felt weird was because i took the SpaceShot and Viking, and that it wasn't because of the past.
I liked how that feel. It felt as though i had it all under control.
But now that i'm back in Singapore, it's a totally different story altogether.

Anywayz! Emoish stuffs aside.....
I had a fairly good retail therapy (:
Shopping alone isn't that bad afterall y'know!

Shall post about the trip tmrw ^^
Btw, for the first time in my life, i stayed in a $500+ per night Hotel.
And it was fucking awesome.
Pictures up whenever my cousin decides to upload them (:
hehehe.

For now, i'm gonna clear up my mail inbox, settle the horns, and get started on Episode 9 of UKCK (:

P.S: I CAN'T WAIT FOR 19NOVEMBERRRRR! I'll finally meet Kisp in person! (:
Plussss, they say he'll shake our hands twice! Teehee ^^

xoxo,W

Messed up.

Sitting here, i'm filled with thoughts i know i can't handle. Too many what ifs and too many idontknows. Last night i made a promise to myself, a promise that i'll wait. Little did i know that you're already a step ahead.
True or not, i really don't know.

I really can't keep exposing myself to these heartaches again and again.
It's been a long painful walk from the past till now, and i've learned a lot and gone through enough to know that the amount of pain isn't gonna be worth it if he doesn't feel a thing. But what was i supposed to do if my heart and mind worked separately?

I did try, i honestly did. In fact i doubt i've ever stopped trying since day 1 but where am i now?
I'm right where i started.

It's been really tough without him.
And i thought i pulled through.
But honestly, did i?

Everyone thinks i'm crazy and i can't agree more. For the first time, i'm feeling as though i'm a completely changed person and i no longer know how to curb my feelings.
And it stinks. Cuz there's really nothing i can do.
And even if there is, what are the chances of it working?

Anyway, kong sent me this link which really cheered me up (:



You see, this is my only distraction now.
And sometimes it doesn't even work. I hate how messed up my life is, yet there's nothing i can do to stop it from getting worse.
Just give me something, anything, anyone, to make things better.
Please.

xoxo,W

I think my heart just died
:'(

xoxo,W