Heartstrings

No i can't fall for you, and i won't fall for you.

It's a new year and when i said i was looking for something new, this came. I never saw it coming and i never knew it'll turn out to be like this. I don't like this helpless free-falling feeling. I can't control my emotions and it's not helping.

I don't wanna feel weak again. I don't wanna be struggling with my own emotions and end up being sad, depressed, dark and twisted all over again. I'm past that stage and i don't intend to go back into it. I wanna be happy, whatever it may be.

-Right now as i'm typing this, i'm waiting for the company to upload Ukiss's new MV. My mind is in a whirl right now and whatever i might be typing after this, might not make sense-

So anw, i need to be stronger than this. I can't give in. Not yet. Until i know it's something solid, i must not fall into this.

With that said, i had a great time with my girls today :) Valentine's day dinner as usual ^^

xoxo, W