I miss you everyday

Each time my action reminds me of you, i find myself staring blankly into space. Idek if i was reliving those days or was i just... Surprised?

And every night i feel weak. So weak that i pick up the phone with lots to say to you but my finger hits cancel by the time i'm done typing. Cuz it wasn't right to do that. And i can't keep being weak. I stop myself.

I'm doing everything i was told to do in order to feel better. But why does my heart still hurt so much with every breath i take, and with every thought of you?

So what do i do now? Fall? Go back to being weak? Keep holding on? What...?

xoxo,W



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