It's 2.30am now and i can't sleep. Idk if i'm doing the right thing by waiting but i am. A million thoughts run through my mind but they're all filled with 'maybes' and 'what ifs'. There was never really a definite answer whenever its about you.
I never really found my way out of this mess. I just kept evading it instead of dealing with it and whenever i hit a rock, i just stopped and moved back.
It's gonna be another year. Another whole year without you yet i'm nowhere near prepared. Can't keep being like this, can't. It's driving me nuts.
I've pulled through this year (even though i barely made it but i did) and i sure as hell need to pull through the many more years. Painful? Yes but i don't really have a choice do i?
Gotta keep going. Keep believing.
xoxo,W
I'm sorry but idk why i'm so depressed now -.-
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