[Confession/Realization]

It hurts all over again.
Can't.Contain.

I guess i'm really not over it.
And i only just realized.
When things like this sets in, i'll start to wonder "Who can i turn to now?"
Cuz honestly, i've been acting like it's done and it's fine and that I'm fine.
But seriously?
Far from it.

I can't, i really can't.
What other distractions are there?
To keep me occupied, to keep me sane, to keep my mind away from everything else.
To keep the pain away..
I feel really crappy now, and this is like a repeated torment.
Something that happens all the time, at unexpected moments :'(
What can i do to make it better?

Oh god give me the strength please.

xoxo,W
that's another place for me not to visit.
I have so many, i'm starting to lose count.