Oh heavens

And i still find it really amazing that up till today, this very day, i'm still holding on.

Great example of "heart over mind". My minds says move, my heart says hold. I guess this is me, I'm complicated and confused like that. This is how i've been for the past year. Living 2 lives, day and night, heart and mind.

See why i use Kstuff as therapy now? It makes everything so much better cuz it's so surreal.

But it always hits me hard in the face that that's not how reality works. 10 times, maybe even a 100 times harsher. But yeah, we can only go "ohwell", and keep going.

Sucha depressing post for sucha tiring night. Taemless night makes me disgusting like that.

xoxo,W

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